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46  Amit Bobrov
                 I felt. I fought my rage and tried to master my thoughts.
                  With my eyes to the floor I gathered my few belongings and

                 made room for myself in the smithy. Ingrid watched me, yet I
                 could not bring myself to return the gaze.
                  “What kind of name is Adam?” She suddenly asked, as she
                 watched me walking about.
                  “W-what?” I asked, surprised by the question.
                  “I am sooorry,” Ingrid said, drawing out each syllable slowly as
                 if I was dumb or deaf. “My father told me that you don’t speak
                 very well,” she said, nodding her head up and down.
                  “Yes,” I replied, taking a deep breath. My patience was growing

                 thin; I wanted her away from me.
                  “What kind of name is Adam? I’ve never heard it before,” she
                 asked.
                  “It means ‘Man’,” I replied, speaking plainly, trying to overcome
                 my accent.
                  “That’s it?” She asked.
                  “Yes,” I replied.

                  “Do you know what my name means?” She asked, obviously
                 wishing to tell me. I had no idea, but I played with the thought of
                 her name meaning ‘in-greed’, ‘inbreed’, or any such wordplay.
                  “You’re  quite  odd,  being  so  stiff,  and  then  smiling  all  of  a
                 sudden for no apparent reason,” she said, and I turned red.
                  “It means ‘beautiful’,” she boasted after an awkward silence.
                  “What?” I asked, not following her thoughts.
                  “My name, Ingrid, it means ‘beautiful’,” she said.
                  “It fits,” I replied.

                  “What?” She asked.
                  “The  name  beautiful  fits  you,  you  are  beautiful,”  I  replied,
                 only now realizing the truth of it.
                  ‘Why the hell would I have said something like that? I hate
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