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                 the same after sensing her movement. We sat there for a long
                 time, silently looking into each other’s eyes. It seemed we’d

                 shared a silent bond; the kind no words could ever achieve. I
                 wanted so much to tell her how I felt, to confide in her about
                 my hopes and dreams. I wanted to openly bare my soul and let
                 her see the purity of my feelings. I wanted to sing of love and
                 forget all that is dark. But I had no words for these things, so I
                 watched her silently and hoped she would understand.
                  We did not leave the river until night had fallen and it was
                 too cold to remain outside. Though we slept apart, she, so far
                 above and I, so far below, she was never far from my thoughts,

                 and I would have almost slept in peace that night, if only I could
                 have forgotten that I had betrayed Ivar’s trust.
                  On  that  evening  when  young  love  first  bloomed,  the  dark
                 figure appeared again, watching us. Ingrid was fast asleep while
                 I battled my shadow outside, wooden sword in hand. I could
                 always tell when he was about, as the hair on the back of my
                 neck suddenly stood upright, and a chill penetrated my bones.

                 I have always had this feeling — always when he was about,
                 even when I couldn’t see or hear him. This time, as I practiced
                 my swings, I tried to focus, to listen and feel the movement of
                 the wind, to sense his position.
                  Promptly, without warning I turned to him as he hid in the
                 darkness,  observing  me.  I  walked  quickly  towards  him  and
                 he slowly retreated towards an alley. Little did I know at the
                 time, that he only observed the house to gauge whether or not
                 Ivar had left the smithy that had been prompted by the latter.

                 Edmund retreated deeper into the alley as I closed in. I was like
                 a fly assaulting a spider’s web.
                  “Hey  you,  who  may  you  be?”  I  asked.  The  figure  gazed  at
                 me for a moment, making a decision. Then he started walking
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