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60  Amit Bobrov
                  “I would like to marry your daughter,” I said, raising my voice
                 more than I intended to in my excitement. He gazed deeply into

                 my eyes, and I forced myself to meet his gaze, as a man.
                  ‘He’ll never accept me if I’m not a man,’ I thought to myself.
                  “Absolutely not!” He replied sternly, holding back a rage I had
                 never before seen in his eyes.
                  “Why not? I will provide for her, and for you when you grow
                 old, I will be faithful ...” I began.
                  “I said no, Adam!” He repeated.
                  “What’s all the fuss about?” Ingrid said as she approached,
                 overhearing our raised tones.

                  “Adam, I’d like you to leave my home now and never return,”
                 Ivar declared in restrained tones, holding back his anger.
                  “Ingrid,  I  ...”  I  began,  as  my  face  flushed  red  and  my  eyes
                 burned.
                  “Now!” Ivar roared.
                  “Goodbye,  then,”  I  blurted  out,  discarding  the  tools  and
                 walked away.

                  “I asked one simple thing of you …” Ivar said to my back, “…
                 and you betrayed me!”
                  “Father!” Ingrid called.
                  “She  is  a  high-born  girl,  not  fit  for  the  likes  of  you!”  He
                 proclaimed. I turned around, outside his shop now. My fists
                 clenched, I looked him in the eyes, full of spite and rage.
                  “I would have treated her as a goddess, she’d have had no
                 want in life as my wife,” I avowed.
                  “Begone!” Ivar yelled.

                  “Adam!” Ingrid called.
                  “Farewell,  Ivar,  farewell  Ingrid,”  I  said,  turning  around  and
                 walking  away feeling the tears welling  up  in  my eyes. Ingrid
                 tried to rush to me, but Ivar grabbed her wrist and restrained
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